Just thought you should know

I still think about you.
I still wonder what you'd be like if you were here.
I wonder what life would be like with an almost-17 month old.
I still think about you when I see the birds-
if I see the birds-
I rarely do anymore.
I still talk to you, sometimes, when I'm alone in my car.
I still wear your charm bracelet, even though the "D" fell off and my birthstone is loose.
Your birthstone is still there. So is your dad's.
I still miss you. I miss you like never before.
I still feel guilty. All the time, I feel guilty.
I wish you were here. I still wonder what it would be like to hold you and touch you and be your mom.
You're going to be a big sister soon, and that scares me (but I don't know why just yet).
I wish you were here to meet Roman.
I still wonder about you.
I still love you.

March 6 2006 @ 11:59 p.m.
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